Sunday, February 12, 2012

Confidence? None.

Seeing as I have been to eighteen or so schools, you think I would get use to being the new kid. The fact I have to tell everyone why I moved, where I moved to, where I moved from, and if I like the school so far. I will have better luck writing it down on a piece of paper and giving it to them instead of having to explain myself forty times. But this time, before I go back and see my friends, I want to make a change. That is why, now of all times, its perfect to switch schools. I want to lose about ten pounds, grow my hair out a little, stop cutting my nails, and get my confidence up. With tourettes, it's hard to do. I quite understand that I have people who love me and always be there for me, I just want people to understand that having tourettes doesn't make me different from anyone. And, yes, I have tried medication but unfortunately it didn't work. However, mainly for this change, I want this one specific guy to see me. Or any guy to see me really. And it's hard when you are the most awkward girl ever. I trip downstairs. I trip over my feet. Heck, I trip over thin air! It's embarrassing. So how will I do it? Well, I plan on eating healthier. So anyways, I am getting off so I can go read more of the PPL series.
~Confessions of a Not-So-Normal Girl.